you told me that you always felt invisible
you felt like you could scream but nobody would hear you.
but i notice you.
i notice the small things.
i notice when you bite your lip when you are concentrated.
i notice how you when you get nervous, you hold your hand up to your face.
i notice how your eyes disappear when you smile.
i notice how nervous you get when i’m not okay, but you try and act tough to make me feel safe.
i notice how your breathing gets deeper when you start to fall asleep.
i notice how you like being held when things feel uncertain.
i notice how you love to make people laugh, and seeing other people smile makes you smile.
i notice when you like what i’m wearing because you will look me up and down over and over again.
i notice how you grab me and kiss me a little longer when i’m about to leave because you are about to miss me just as much as i’m about to miss you.
i notice how excited you get when showing me something you love.
i notice how much you hate seeing other people upset.
i notice how you stare at the ground when your sad.
i notice how you walk a little bit faster when you are stressed out.
i notice that you fiddle with your fingers when you are scared.
i notice how you look at me like i’m the only girl in the world, even if we are in a room full of people.
i notice the 16 different laughs you do, and when you do them.
I notice all of you. every little thing.
something about you is just worth noticing.